shaking legs

here i am, really to finish up my work. my mind is constantly distracted. by survivor on tv. by the occasional msn chat window flashing. by the urge to read blogs. i can't concentrate. my brain is rebelling.

dad and mum are getting ready. they are leaving for the bus station in 20 mins. from there, they will be headed off to kl for leonard's wedding. corrina smsed me the other day to asked if i was going coz she wanted a shopping kaki. sigh. i'm missing my cousins' weddings. i don't feel good about it.

but there is something special about hugs. not the virtual ones that i am collecting below. i'm talking about the strong arm around my shoulder, with my head leaned against his shoulder. it's such a soothing feeling. it elevates whatever negative thoughts i have. my mind tends to blank out everything i give jon a huggie. that's the beauty God gave us... to be the shoulder to cry on for that someone who needs it. a comfort when we are down, a companion when we are lonely, a comrade when we are at war.

hopping off to see how mum is fussing over what else she needs to bring.